Moving on....

Just a note to let everyone know that I think I'm ready to move on. I think I talked about the stages of grief crap already. Well, in a moment of great clarity, I think I achieved acceptance. It just became clear to me, that I want her to be happy, and if I really mean that, I have to let her go. That's what it means to love. I also realized that it is stupid to try and maintain a relationship when the other person doesn't want it. Because even if they say yes, all you have done is get yourself a bad relationship. Then, they are miserable, and they make you miserable. That's just dumb. Life is too short to waste on being polite for the sake of a relationship. I dont think we made a mistake, but if she does, Im not gonna all of a sudden change her mind. So, time for me to just take it all for what it is. It's a nice feeling though. The world seems so much brighter now. I look at everything different, and I can see a different future. There is no cloudiness, there is no more uncertainty. All of that has been replaced by hope and anticipation. So, let's all move on together. Group hug.....